::kErjA daN kErjaYa::

yesterday i've got one phone call from malacca...said that they received my resume and happy to invite me to join their team. fuuhhhh...memule dgr cam besh jek..'dr melaka', 'nk amek keje'...i WAS excited. hehhehe

then she ask me 'how much your pay now'..i said ****...and she was a bit screaming ask me how i can get that pay because i only have diploma and only 2years experience. i said alhamdulillah..dh org nk bg..muahhahahha

it was my turn to ask her back 'how much u will pay me'..she said *** and she can persuade her boss to give me ****..but her '****' is damn lower than my '****'..

she tried to convince me that i will get a lot of benefit when i'm there and ask me to choose what field that i'm more interested. .am i really interested with this field?

before that i did say it doesn't matter with salary but then i changed my answer, salary is really a matter for me..hahhahaha..but until this moment i have not call the 'phone interviewer' to say that i'm not interested with the offer.

now i'm realize that i need job not carrier..dlm melayu nye aku mncari kerja bukan karier..kerja dan karier 2 perkara yg berbeza wlupon kite melakukan benda yg same. aku suke dtg kerja, buat kerja,amek gaji..tp aku xrase pon yg aku puas ngn pe yg aku wat..kenape?? sbb mmg dlm pale otak aku ni xpenah minat pon ngn benda yg aku tgh wat tu..aku wat sbb tu tanggungjawab aku pd kerja yg dh dibg pd aku..

aku slalu suh 'abg jem' rekemen aku msk CTRM..what is CTRM?? kilang wat sayap kapal terbang and it's half government. the workers will get same benefit with government workers. aku tanye 'abg jem' nape de xkeje jek kt situ..lg secure..de kate keje kt sane xdpt kepuasan yg de nk.

wooo..that's we call carrier..at least he knows what is his interest. me? i never know what is work satisfaction. so sad..

tunang aku ckp 'awk keje la kl smpi kite kawen..lps kawen awk rase nk benti, benti la..dok umah kite wat bisnes same2'..muhahhaahha..tegelak aku dengo..aku ni bkn brani nk bokak bisnes..lgpon aku tade passion kt bisnes..bg aku bisnes ni memenat kn..

~~sekain~~