::what a frustrated day::

huuuuhhhh....ngeloh jap..kekkeke....kamkabut gile hari ahad lps terase nye smpi ari senin ni (alasan lazy monday)..sbb ade 4 tmpt yg kitorng nk gi dlm 1 ari..klcc - shoes,jln T.A.R- paper bag & souvenier, mak andam - fitting baju, cavenzi - tilam...

we went to klcc first using chek dol gps (sbb kitorng tatau gi sane nek keta..slalu nek lrt..kekkekek)..he was so confident that his gps can help us..so when the 'journey' begin, it takes one and half hour to reach klcc from my house because most of kl road was closed..due to the bloody kl marathon..nyusah kn org jek..

smpi jek klcc kitorng melilau carik kdi kasut yg besh2..sbb lbh kurng ade 3 jam jek leh jln kt situ..nnti nk gi tmpt len lak..aku msk CK, kasut xcantek..so do Emporio Armani..i'm thinking of Stuart Wietzman..they had damn nice shoes but the lower price is RM 2300..oppsss....i should take LV if i'm afford to take that..nggeee...

kitorng msk lak Isetan..chek dol sukek kt 1 kasut ni..lawa..unfortunately tade saiz..kekkekke...a big Isetan in town doesn't have much size..wadehek!!!!

kami terus kn pencarian dlm keadaan kamkabut..bosan btol..dlm Isetan gak aku jumpe 1 kasut ni..wwooo...what a adorable shoes...i llloooovvveee it..it will cost chek dol 4**...(chek dol xkesah..aku sukek le)..

'pencarian bemule'

'yyeesss...love at the first sight'

i requested for my size then..salesgirl tu kuar kn kasut yg aku nk tp ade sebelah jek..taim tu aku xpasan lg cite sebenor..aku try kasut yg sebelah tu wat jln sane sini.

aku: kak..ok sy amek yg ni

salesgirl: errr...dek..kasut saiz 6 ni tggal 1 ni jek..tp lg sebelah dorng tgh wat shooting utk msk dlm magazine

aku: haa??? tade yg len??

salesgirl: tade dek..sbb 1 design limited de antar..tp xpe..akak jumpe manager jap nk tgk dorng dh siap blm iklan magazine tu..

'aku tgh try kasut yg sebelah tu'

aku ngn chek dol menunggu ngn sabar..fuuhhh...

salesgirl: manager tu tade dek..akak xleh amek..tp adek tggu jap bole..xpon besok adek dtg sini amek..kite bg diskaun..

again!! doesn't have size..bloody hell!!..aku ngn muke blur dan hampa pndang chek dol..i know he understand what i feel on that time..

chek dol: kt mane lg ade butik ni??

salesgirl: kt The Gardens..dlm Robinson..

so he was looking at me and i said..'xpyh la..dh lmbt ni..next time'..

that's why my entry title is 'what a frustrated day'..luckily i can settle those 3 things above in the same day..

'ooouuhhh..i love the gold colour...but seems i have to find it at another stores'

::i'm tired babe::

i'm tired with this situation..i can't stand anymore...

why there's only one side try to make everything better while the other side always trying to make it worst...

and why it is so hard to be honest?? are u alergic for honesty or are u afraid that honesty can hurt me? ..

well, lies make me sick and hurt triple times more than honest...

i'm seeking for ur honesty and u are seeking for my trust...

seems like we don't have any because my trust start from u stop lying to me...

why i have to accept all the things u've done..

is that because of i'm a woman??

i'm not emo babe...

but i really wants u to change..

~~by~~

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*aku ikot cam karen..kekkeke...sape nk amek award ni amek la...ngeeee*

::kErjA daN kErjaYa::

yesterday i've got one phone call from malacca...said that they received my resume and happy to invite me to join their team. fuuhhhh...memule dgr cam besh jek..'dr melaka', 'nk amek keje'...i WAS excited. hehhehe

then she ask me 'how much your pay now'..i said ****...and she was a bit screaming ask me how i can get that pay because i only have diploma and only 2years experience. i said alhamdulillah..dh org nk bg..muahhahahha

it was my turn to ask her back 'how much u will pay me'..she said *** and she can persuade her boss to give me ****..but her '****' is damn lower than my '****'..

she tried to convince me that i will get a lot of benefit when i'm there and ask me to choose what field that i'm more interested. .am i really interested with this field?

before that i did say it doesn't matter with salary but then i changed my answer, salary is really a matter for me..hahhahaha..but until this moment i have not call the 'phone interviewer' to say that i'm not interested with the offer.

now i'm realize that i need job not carrier..dlm melayu nye aku mncari kerja bukan karier..kerja dan karier 2 perkara yg berbeza wlupon kite melakukan benda yg same. aku suke dtg kerja, buat kerja,amek gaji..tp aku xrase pon yg aku puas ngn pe yg aku wat..kenape?? sbb mmg dlm pale otak aku ni xpenah minat pon ngn benda yg aku tgh wat tu..aku wat sbb tu tanggungjawab aku pd kerja yg dh dibg pd aku..

aku slalu suh 'abg jem' rekemen aku msk CTRM..what is CTRM?? kilang wat sayap kapal terbang and it's half government. the workers will get same benefit with government workers. aku tanye 'abg jem' nape de xkeje jek kt situ..lg secure..de kate keje kt sane xdpt kepuasan yg de nk.

wooo..that's we call carrier..at least he knows what is his interest. me? i never know what is work satisfaction. so sad..

tunang aku ckp 'awk keje la kl smpi kite kawen..lps kawen awk rase nk benti, benti la..dok umah kite wat bisnes same2'..muhahhaahha..tegelak aku dengo..aku ni bkn brani nk bokak bisnes..lgpon aku tade passion kt bisnes..bg aku bisnes ni memenat kn..

~~sekain~~

aku ade masalah skang...aku perlu kan petolongn dr rakan taulan sume..ngeeee...

pe mslah aku?? aku mengalami depresi yg teruk tntang kegemukan..aku ni cpt putus asa..tp aku mo mintk skek2 tips yg begune utk kegemukan aku ni ok..

kpd kawan2 yg tau camane mo kurus kn badan, sila la gitao aku..aku smpi temimpi2 psl aku yg gemok ni..adooo..camane la..

tolon..toloonn....tolooooonnnnn....

sAtuRday...~~wiuuu~~

cam bese wiken aku di penohi ngn aktiviti2 yg leh ngelak kn aku dr tido siang..aku sukek sgt tido siang..nikmat nye xsame cam tido mlm tuu...perrgghh...besh besh..

aku mo usha kad kawen..aku ajak mak ku tesayang gi...smpi kt kontena klang..alaa..yg slalu wat kad kawen tu..kontena bwh pokok nun..kt situ cam tade yg menarik...

istilah menarik pd aku, MURAH, SIMPLE,SANTEK...kalo aku wat mahal2, lps gi umah aku musti dorng sume buang kn..tatau la kalo ade yg simpn wat koleksi...euuuwww...xkuasek nyah!!!

aku decide tamo amek kt situ..plg murah yg dorng ade pong 40sen tau x..isskk..mahal tuu bg aku..hehheheheh...

membe adek aku suggest gi kt kg.jawa...dkt ngn skola ku tesayang..HISHAMUDDIN KLANG..muhahahha...(udeng,karen,fana,syam,ama...jgn wat2 xingt skola ni ok..korng slalu wat jahat kt sini..)...

aku tesentoh jap nenguk skola lame aku...dh jadik skola rendah agama skang..nenguk asrama,nenguk kubor yg slalu ade antu,nenguk pagar blakang yg ody slalu pnjt utk beli tomyam..muhahahahahha....(ody ko mmg noty ok)

sampai kt kdi kad tu aku mintk akak kad sample2 yg menarik..


aku: kak..leh mintk sample kad kawen..

akak kad: hah ni..(uloq 1 fail tebal)

aku: uikss..santek..tp mahal (ngggeee)

akak kad: bajet brape sen dek?

aku: brape sen plg murah kt sini?

akak kad: ni ha..(uloq kad tu)..yg ni 20sen..campo sampol 25sen.

aku: (yes..yes.....bejaya jumpe) haa..yg ni ok...ok kak sy kompem amek yg ni..500 kepeng...


dh siap amek order sume, aku pulang ngn ati yg gumbira..kad yg 'menarik' aku dh dpt..legaa naa..

dlm jln mo pulang tu adek aku melalak lapo lak..si keling ni mmg lapo manjang..kami senggah di ANDALAS CORNER..kt taman rakyat...leh tahan mkn kt situ..sodaapp...

aku senep gambo2 kt bwh ni....~~wiuuu~~

TAG!!! teach by Udeng...

TAG TAG TAG TAG

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1.APAKAH NAMA BLOG ANDA & KENAPA ANDA MEMILIH NAMA ITU?

-->"chek konpius".. sbb aku slalu konpius..aku mmg dr dl cam blur2 skek.. (udeng,karen,fana,syam slalu gelak kn aku psl ni)

2. APAKAH LINK BLOG ANDA SEKARANG & BAGAIMANA BOLEH TIMBUL IDEA UNTUK MENAMAKANNYA SEPERTI ITU?
--> http://chekkonpius.blogspot.com/.. link aku pendek jek sbb aku cpt lupe..kang kalo aku letak pepnjng cam si udeng haram aku xingt..nk ingt username ngn password pong beploh..

3. APAKAH 'METHOD' PENULISAN DALAM BLOG ANDA?

--> luahan ati psl chek dol...

cite psl pesiapan kaweng ku...

mengarut...

emo..

4. PERNAH TERASA NAK HAPUSKAN BLOG ANDA? SEBABNYA?

--> uuuiisshhh...baru bokak pe nk tutup lakkss

5. ORANG SETERUSNYA UNTUK DI-TAG?

--> tade sape..tatau mo tag camane...ni pong udeng ajor melaui kumen nye ke ody..muhahahha

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People i tagged:-sesape je..

People I tagged:

1. ama tungau

2. ama ipin

3. udeng

4. karen

5. fana

6. syamila

7. jaja

8. jaja mokmok chenta ati ku

9. chek dol

How do you know 1?
-->ms kt kolej..muke masam xhengat..menonong jek jalan...muhahahha

What would you do if you never meet 2?
--> will never have BFF

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated?
--> dorng mmg slalu dating..tapayah riso..muhahah

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
--> wwhhoopp...muahhahahah..due2 ireng..bule kot..(sori ye fana aku kutuk ko..muahhahha)

You think 7 is attractive?
--> yeee...mmg attractive..ngn mulot murai de..

Would you date 8?
--> yeeaahhh..i alway miss her...(budak kecik yg aku windu)..of coz i do

Tell me something about 9
--> sorng yg spesel..tp tlah mggelar kn aku sorng yg xnormal baru2 ni...wadehek!!!

What's 1's favourite past time?
--> de sukek dating ngn ayut...

What language does 2 speaks?
--> tamil..sbb de ckp cam kap lam...muahhahahha

Who is 3 going out with?
--> ookk ooowww...udeng..perlu ke aku pecah kn rahsie mu?? muahhahahha

How old is 4?
--> 23 ke 32 aku xsure..muhahahha..weh karen..umo ko brape?? agegeggege

When was the last time you talked to 5?
--> lame gile aku xckp ngn budak ni...aku rase ms kitorng gi secret recipe dl..isskk..bln brape tu ekk..bln 2 la aku rase...

Who is 6's favorite singer?
--> aku tatau name penyanyi tu pe..tp yg aku tau de nyanyi tamil..siap de print lirik lagik

Would you date 7?

--> de dh ade laki arr..laki de tanak lps kn de..muahhahah

Is 8 single?
--> woooo..musti arr de single...de br 4taon...muahhahah..pki pempes lg ok..

What's 9's last name?
--> pe ekk..othman kot..muahhahah...eh tu cam name bapak metua aku jek..

~~~wiiuu~~~

hukhukhukhuk.....

aku sedeh

aku tensen

aku kecewa

aku xtahan

aku ilang sabar

aku jerit2

aku bosan

aku tekanan

sume elemen2 negatip ni tgh ade dlm diri aku skang...aku tatau nk watpe...tp yg aku pasti aku nk mkn byk2 ari ni...aku xkesah nnti gemok ke, gedebok ke..aku xkire..

hAri yg xBerapa nk smpurNa

hari ni aku cam bese gi 'keje' pepg..tp aku rase lbh sesuai aku gune pekataan 'amek gaji bute'..muahhahah...bkn salah aku tade keje kn...tp aku sukek opis aku..tenang+sojuk+ade org gile dlm opis..muahahhah..tp aku bkn nk cite psl org2 dlm opis aku yg gile dan xbrape nk btol..

msk ari ni dh 60jam aku xmrh chek dol..muahhaha..musti pelik ayat ni..tp tu la yg aku slalu wat..dlm 24jam, lbh kurng 6 7jam aku mrh de..membebel xbenti ngn de..aku pon tatau pe yg aku bebel kn..tp kali ni aku mmg pecah rekod..60jam beb xmrh, xmembingit kt tlinge de..

dan korng tau pe reaksi de?? de leh call aku pg td ckp aku xnormal..wadehek!!! tu mmg saje menaek kn darah aku yg mmg turun dr ari ahad ari tu..(wah wah wah kamu chek dol..sesuke ati mak bapak metua aku jek ckp aku xnormal)

aku bkn xnormal ok!! aku rase dh penat membebel kt chek dol..sbb de sukek ngire batu kt jln aka kuar mlm smpi kol 2 3pg HARI HARI..kalo de sukek beli baju kt gedung HARI HARI xpe..aku leh eksep..kan...

then de ckp aku xnormal cenggini ade kaitan ngn sorng yg benama 'LELAKI LAIN' (kamu yg xnormal chek dol oii..sbb sukek sgt aku membebel kt tlinge ko) muahahhahaha....aku tatahan..gelak guling2 aku kt opis ni..

buat chek dol yg tesayang..(aku bkn jiwang ok)....ayg mu ni tade laki2 len..sbb ati ayg mu ni ade kt kamu jek..nggeeee...

sudah2..setop..aku tamo bejewang lg..sbb yg jiwang tu chek dol..bkn aku..muahhahahha

'ppeeaaccceee bebeh..i lap u'

kaWan ku kawEn Lagikk!!!

wiken yg lps udeng, karen dan kawan seangkatan dorng tlh mengkonpius kn aku yg mmg konpius.. (korng mmg kijam ok)

kitorng plan mo gi umah Irmayani..membe kami yg mo kaweng 7/6/09..plan tggu kt klang sentral..aku mmg sah2 tatau jln la..tu yg aku suh dorng tggu aku..tetibe udeng aka tok dalang dlm misi nyelamat kn aku ckp de xlalu dpn klg sentral..de suh aku call de kalo dh smpai trafic lite kt klg parade..(trafic lite mane?? udeng pong tatau..muhahahha)

tp xpe..aku folo jek de ckp..smpi klg parade aku call de..de ckp msk susur kiri..aku pong msk la..mo carik shell yg dorng tggu aku tu..smpi2 situ tade shell.pe yg ade?? org jual nasik lemak OK!!!

aku: deng..mane de shell sini..org jual nasik lemak ade la..

udeng: laa..nsik lemak mane lak..ko dh msk susur kiri blm td?

aku: daaahhh..aku lalu dpn klg parade jek ade trafic lite aku msk kiri..

udeng: aku rs ko dh telepas la..ko u turn balek..

aku dgn konpius ikot jek la..tok dalang kate puseng, aku puseng...

udeng: syaz..ko nmpk ESSO x td??

aku: haa..ade2 kt tepi jln

udeng: haaa..ko tggu kt situ..kitorng dtg amek ko

aku dengo camtu lega arr konon..fuuhhh..dpt gak dorng jumpe aku..

udeng: syaz..ko kt mane

aku: aku kt esso la.. ko mane?? aku xnmpk pong keta MYVI

udeng: aku kt esso la ni..ko nek keta oren kn..

aku: yyeee...mane korng ni..

ghupe nye dorng tggu aku kt esso len..aku tggu dorng kt esso len..(muahhahahahhah....aku tatahan taim ni..gelak guling2 aku dlm keta)

aku dh pts hrapan nk nenguk kawan aku kawen..tp di sebab kn misi dorng nk nyelamat kn aku lg kuat, dorng jumpe gak aku kt esso yg kt mane aku pon tatau..Karen,Udeng,Nuui (btol x ejaan aku ni karen oii) ngn kak ida...tenkiu..korng mmg leh jd pasukan penyelamat negara...oppsss..name UDENG tekeluar OK..sbb de bg direction xbrape nk btol..muahhahahahha

last2 smpai gak kami kt umah Irmayani..tema yg kalerful..khemah wrne biru+pink, penganten wrne pepel, pintu gebang wrne pelangi...

lps dh melantak smpi pecah pewot...kami pong angkt kaki..time kaseh la irma ekk..kami smpat menyenep gambo dlm keta...

'tangan kak ida parkinson...muahahhaha'

mY weDdiNg hEnnA

ari jumaat ni aku ngulau jap..kuar opis kol 11.30, blk opis kol 3..hehehhe..'abg jem' ngulau aku pong ngulau same le... aku gi mane?? aku gi booking wedding henna kt s.a ngn shamila (my ex-opismate)..de pong eksaited mo try..

memule cam was2 mo wat..tp tok kadi ckp bole..aku pong pe lg..wat le..

'ni tangan shamila sebeno nye..pinjam ok..hikhihik'

proses melukis bejln

yg lukis ni adek ipau toke pixelworks..aku booking gambo ngn pixelworks..so skali la..de kate kalo lukis utk penganten inai ni leh tahan 2 3 mggu..leh tahan gak..

'ha ni br aku nyer tangan'

santek kn...

(i mean inai tu la..tangan aku mmg santek.muahhaha)

'hikhikhik'

mo tau hasil nye...nenguk gamba kt bwh ni...geram lak aku neguk..tasabau mo kawen rase..hehehhehe....tp aku xpilih corak ni..yg de lukis ni utk demo jek..ade byk gile corak..aku pong tatau mo pilih yg mane..penin den..

huhuhhuhuhu.....

kawan!!!!
nape ade yg lbh memilih kawan dr chenta ati??? sbb kawan tu byk tolong de ke..sbb kwn tu mghiburkn de ke..or sbb de slalu jimat duet bile kuar ngn kawan..sbb de tapayah kuar duet sndri..kawan yg blanje..muahhahah...ade ke kawan yg camtu??

seriously i've been in situation where 'friends are everything'..but that was 7 8 years ago..now?? i have friends which i love most but i know how to seperate my time and my love between friends and chenta ati...

tp yg sorng ni..de slalu menang kn kawan de..nape?? aku pong tatau..best sgt ke kawan de tu?? i don't think so..then nape de sukek sgt kt kawan de??

aku mmg btol2 tapaham..feels like if he has to choose, he will choose his friends instead of me.. luckily the 'friends' are guys..

ooohhhhh....help me..i wish i can kill his friends and ignore like nothing happens..muahhahahhah

parasit2 ni akn timbul kn 1 idea yg xbrape nk senonoh then pengaruh chenta ati aku utk buat..and the best part is he always agree everything they said..can you imagine that?? even how stupid the parasit talk about, he proudly said it is right..

who is stupid actually?? ~~wiuuuu~~~

aKu kOnpius

ari ni aku tade mood nk gi keje..kalo la aku leh melengkau jek atas katil kn besh..aku bengang gile ngn mamat ni semlm..aku call jek de kt luar..de kt luar jek aku call..mmg xpenah dok umah la senang cite..suke nau de ngire batu kt jln nun..

aku takot kang dh de komitmen ngn aku,de sebok nk kire batu kt jln lg..wadehek!!!

aku penah nenguk 1 cite cine..lupe lak tajuk de pe..tp dlm cite tu de kate 'pejalanan idop ni 1 hala jek'..skang aku ngaku kate2 cine tu btol..sbb aku dh mnghala ke 1 jln yg aku sndri xleh patah balek..

i wish i could turn back the time and change everything happened in my life..

-SunDay-

td aku dh cite psl sabtu..ni msk ari ahad lakss..kate wiken yg fun kn..hehehhe...

pg yg slalu nye mata aku leh bokak kol 7pg..tp sbb ari sbtu dh melenjan kt mlaka,xleh la aku bgn pg tu..kol 9.30 br leh bokak mata..telepas aktiviti poco2 aku mggu ni..slalu nye ari ahad pg aku join makcik2 kt tmn aku gi poco2..saje layan kn..hehheheh..ghupe nye mggu tu ade step baru lak..chehh..haru btol..

aku xmkn pg tu..simpn usus beso aku ni utk lauk2 kerundi (pinjm ejaan udeng)..mggu ni suzana inten maliya aka nana kapak kawen.. dh janji ngn ama anak cik ipin mo gi same..

'nana ngn laki de..eheheh..muke same kn'

dpt mcm2 kt umah nana..seb bek de xbg minyak cap kapak jd cerenda hati..hehehheh

pastu aku n ama gi lepakss kt port bese..papa kopitiam..nk pecah pewot aku ari ahad tu..mkn byk gile..kalo chek dol tau aku mkn byk camni msti de bokak syarahan de..

chek dol: awk ni asek mkn jek..nk kurus ke tanak..kang baju pengntin xmuat, gambo awk yg gemok tu msk album, jgn slh kn sy..

aku: alaa..nnti org diet la..

chek dol: nanti..nanti..tau x lg 4bln jek kite nk kawen..

aku: ye le...

tu la ayat yg slalu kuar dr mulot chek dol..bising kn aku gemok...

'BFF'

wIken yG fUnN!!

aku lemah btol ari senin..mood lmbat mari..aku letak tepi dl payroll aku..mo post cite jap..hikhikhik..

cam aku ckp ari tu kn..wiken mo drive gi mlaka..mo jumpe chenta ati ku..aku smpi mlaka kol 11.30..memule planning mo gi tgk umah dl..tp keta chek dol lak bateri kong..tepakse la aku amek de kt umah..cheh..tepakse..

KAMI gi mkn, then karaoke dl..cite psl karaoke..peerrgghh..mmg besh gile..bilik yg half eksklusif..ngadap laut tu..sound system sume besh la..1 jam stgh KAMI melalak dlm tu..tp bayor utk 3jam..

'aku dan chek dol melantak dl..KAMI mmg sukek mkn'

'chek dol tgh nyanyi'

pastu KAMI pong menonong ke ekspo prabot kt mitc..leh tahan la ramai nyer..brg2 pong ok..tp aku xamek gambo la..KAMI nenguk2 hob hod, lamina floor, ngn gate..mcm2 jenis gate ade..mo yg bokak ke tepi, ke tgh, ke dlm sume ade la sng cite..

KAMI tade la beli trs..mo kire baje dl..then dh ade name kad org kdi tu senang le mo contact nnti..

lps ekspo prabot, ermmm tasabau..pe lg..gi nenguk umah KAMI la..ms dlm keta aku dh berangan la nk nenguk dapur camane, master bedroom camane,hall camane...mmg eksaited la..smpai jek dpn umah,aku sebok la turun dl..bokak gate sume..chek dol lak sebok carik kunci umah..abes 1 keta de geledah carik kunci umah..smpai kt bwh keta, kt tayar pong de jengah..aku nenguk kn jek la aksi glabah de..

aku: nape? mane kunci? (muke dh kerut2)

chek dol: ha tu la..mane ntah.adoo..

aku: awk letak mane? (start hangin)

chek dol: nnti la nk carik ni..eh jap2..ari jumaat gi ukur grail nek keta kalid..haa..dlm keta kalid (keta kawan de)

chek dol pong kamkabut gi call la si kalid ni..mm btol..kunci umah KAMI kt keta org len..leh byg kn x hangin puting bliung aku taim tu...peerrgghh..dari td aku dok senyap pe lg..bokak silat la..

'umah KAMI'

tp hangin2 aku sempat gak amek gambo ni..ni jek la yg leh aku nenguk..simple tp free..muahahha..thanx to makcik laila aka mak mertua (pembunuh besiri dlm facebook) muahhahahah...

so KAMI dh sepakat mo hempuk duet byk2 dlm bank for renovation...amiinnn...